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We had it all,
happiness and love,
always together never apart.
Now its all gone,and your happy again,
One good thing gained is one that is lost.
I promised myself i wouldnt cry,
So with one last kiss, this is my goodbye...

by me*

ok so im back..mayb for a lil...i dunno..alots gone on since i last wrote..

alot of pain going on in my life..ill work it out..but i wanna say thanks to the most important friend in my life...shaethanks for being there for me and helping me get through all my pain*

Friday i hungout with chris n brett..it made me happy to see them again..i missed chillen with them because they always make me laugh and smile*we ate pizza,breadsticks n wings n watched tv n hungout!love ya guys!

Sat*i woke up at 5 and got ready for my soccer tourny*it was so much fun..dancing with earstern..trying to dance out litiz..eathing food..getting fuzes1yummy!jsut hanging out and winning our games n stuff*then i came home and went to the mall with kirsten and shae*then shae slept over and she talked to mike on the phoen for a while..then i was on the phone with ethan and cory..Cory-i swear it was only soda*funny phone convo with ethan na cory-love ya both!Then calling dougie n brett and talkin to brett till like 12:30! three waying n stuff*i love u brett..ur so funny!cant wit till friday!

Sunday*woke up early for my soccer tourny...n then dropped off shae*ericka,steph,chelsea,esther and abby!we had so much fun dancing and acting cool and sleeping by the field and throwing stuff*love ya all your the best!We got second at our toruny~awesome dude!we rock and kick ass!love to all my soccer ladies..!Then i came home got a shower and then i talked online to brett n ppl!then cory called me and we talked for a while//im, so glad we dont hate eachother and can be friends!hes such a sweetheart ..he deserves the best*

Today..i slept till like 11:50..then i did homework and talked to shae..n then i called ethan and we talked for a while ...ben was there lol!it was fun..now i jsut got out of the shower and i am getting ready to go to the football game with my ladies shae n kirsten*

love ya all

//Jen//

I will always love you </3

Things are confusing* im going to try and not write in here for a while*

Do you ever feel like breakin down
Do you ever feel out of place
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screamin

No you dont know what its like
When nothin feels alright
No you dont know what its like
To be like me

CHORUS:
To be hurt to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when your down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breakin down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be sombody else
Are you sick of feeling so left out
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate
Are you sick of everyone around
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleedin

No you dont know what its like
When nothein feels alright
No you dont know what its like
To be like me

CHORUS

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think im happy
But im not gunna be ok
Everbody always get you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like, what its like

CHORUS

Wow alotta drama this week...justin got in trouble lol figures..haha!

Karlie talked shit on shae becuase she thought shae was off the phone...wow not even retarded*

Kirsten and shae arent friends n e more..this is so gay..lol!

I MISS MY JUSTIN SO MUCH!

***Well school with shae has been lots of fun...lunch..yea!

Tom. off to justins with shae n mike ..then sat. is homecoming* ill update later*

xX3 Chloe: she wouldnt be able to take us on lol shes like a midget

me-shes a scaredy cat..she wouldnt go hisss rarrr grrr ..she would go meooow dont hurt me*

LMAO love ya chloe n shae*

WEll gotta go to practice..later chicas y chicos..much love

//jen//